Why is it never simple ? Just when you think you're getting back on an even keel something knocks you back down.
I don't ask for much, well nothing really. I don't smoke or drink, my only vice is my crafting. So why do I always seem to loose out in this house. Why does my hubby feel the need to lie to me and then turn it round so it's my fault. WHY ? Maybe it's because I'm just a soft touch, or he doesn't have any respect for me, or, maybe he's just plain selfish. Who knows but I'l find out.
At the moment I feel like I'm gonna self distruct. I just want to shout at the top of my voice " Hello remember me, do I count for anything in this house or am I just a wage packet ?" That's how I feel.
I keep it all together for my child's sake and so people think everything's ok, even when it's not.
I can feel myself dropping into a pit of darkness and I'm clinging on because I don't want to fall into it again. But I'm tired and I want to cry. I can't because there's just me and my boy here and I have to be strong for him.
I'd better go 'cos I'm getting upset and he doesn't need to see that.
Love Me and Mo xxxx
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